I've been spending my whole year working on everything else except something I would preferably do. I had grown a little, but when you hate doing something, you realize just how willing you are to stir your direction to where you want to go.

Throughout my whole year freelancing as a Graphic Designer(not Graphic Artist), I realize I do like graphic design, and I hope that I would implement some ideas I have in future works. But I don't exactly like to be a Graphic Designer.(I never meant to put myself in that position in the first place) I'm sure many designers experience this, you have to bend to your client's wimps and fancies that you end up feeling everything is restraint. There's not much need for creativity, not much to make things artsy fartsy. The truth is, people who have little interest at looking at things artistically just want things to look - aesthetically pleasing.

Michelangelo probably felt the same way, if not, even more resentful when he painted the Sistine Chapel.

Come on people! We're artist for goodness sake!! The reasons we did art in the first place is because we felt free doing it!! What happens after we have polish our craftsmanship perfectly? Art should involve visual thinking of concepts and ideas! I'm quite tired of working till 4 am in the morning, doing things that will have no impact on me, whatsoever, 4 months later. I want to do something worth it. Something I'm proud off.